jadi ceirtanya kemarin pas belajar pengantar ilmu pemerintahan aku sempat sedikit berkecil hati.Kenapa tidak salah satu materi nya ialah sumber kekuasaan ,yaitu pas dekat poin ketiga yakni fisik .dosen berkata "buat yang kecil bapak mohon maaf,tapi yang bertubuh pendek atau rendah itu intinya kurang proposional dalam memegang kekuasaan,wibawa ,penampilan itu penting" ya Allah,kembali aku teringat dengan sekolah yang aku impikan yang tak dapat ku raih,tentang perasaan di hati wow sadis sekali...dan dari pernyataan yang miris bangets,cacian sedikit plesetan,sempat membuat batin ku tergoncang...honestly i was very sad...i'm crying until i write it on my blog...i just do not understand why i must like it? why i'm do not born as perfect as i can..as you know one of my dream is can to be 'bupati himip' but i always "down" when i look my rival have more more than me...like nice body yeah ...it's sorrow..but Allah ..please...by the almighty ijust wanna thank's god..i just.....Allah make me brave..i have nice family..i have four brother..Arman bima,fadel islami,iqbal fajar wirawan..diva wirtonesia..i love them..i'm the first..children//i have big descendant....i can't stay down like this...but allah i'm not a perfect one..like others....but i can't my parent cry just because their now that i...ijust love them...Allah ..give me a support to survive..this condition make me down honestly...short..tall why???? but now just one thing which i have ..a little sun ...it say that...Riyan..you should be able...
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